Luminous Luciano

He gets depressed - he gets up. He gets down on his luck - he hopes for the best again! He feels the sting of pain - and then he feels the pain of others and sympathizes with their plight.

I guess I should just send this in to the Vatican, die in peace and await my beatification - rrrrright?
Wrong!
Oftentimes, I am obstinate (as a Taurus should be), stubborn (ditto), not proactive enough for my own good - let alone that of others! I can be in a foul mood for a long stretch of time (although there will be breaks - of laughter as of necessity... aye, I am hinting at bathroom breaks but not only that!). I can be both philanthropist-like and altruistic - as I can also keep others shut out from my world; and cut off from my will! *lol*
I get mad - while I retain all of my humorous faculties! However... My prodigious memory is my undoing sometimes. I cannot let go of certain things - I cannot forget when I have been stabbed in the back. Even though I am all-forgiving - within reason.

And as I sense the end rapidly approaching, I must ask the question now: where do you think, sirs and ladies, that I, the suffering one, will end up?
Am I worthy enough to be deemed saintly?
Am I not a sinner like all the rest - depending on God's Grace...?
Aye - I am.